I don't know what it was about you that got me so addicted. Love, the worst kind of drug. To crave you at 3 Am. Like an addict. You are the thing that is slowly killing me. Funny how the number one reason I want to give up is also the number one reason why I have't. It was never anything you said or did. It was the feeling that had came along with you. Now your gone and I have never been so lost in my life. This withdraw will be the death of me. Slowly. Why did you leave me here all alone. Why did I think someone like you would stay with someone like me. You said you needed me. I needed you way more than you needed me and you left just because of that. I hate that I still crave you. Your lips on mine. The thought of that drives me insane. Then reality hits as I see your lips on hers. I think I officially hate you more than you hate yourself. I have no room in my heart for hate . So I pray everything on your side is okay. If it isn't I hope you remember me and cry, just as I do with you. End my suffering. Don't make my death slow. Just pull the trigger I'm sick I'm playing Russian roulette -