In the world beyond hope,
Mirrored by selfish acts of sin.
The heavens hold me down, fear and disgust on their faces.
Lust and greed plague my mind.
Ever so strong like the weight of a thousand thoughts.

Have you ever come across a person that lifts you high and then weighs you down like gravity. Feeling like **** but blissful at once. Living in feeling and knowing the cost. I wish it were easy but dying is hard.