stuck in a prison of pain my hands touch the bars a little cage i find myself in i hear something far away ****** sound of laugther ****** lies in my face all the people seem so happy you and your new lover it all made me sick and tired now the questions arise guess my time has expired my hands touch my ears this life is such a dead end what have i done wrong why do i have to be strong in a prison i don't belong i crawl back and think it all over again no more writing about you on the wall no more other people to break my fall the gates of hell are opened for me maybe they want me back maybe they want me just to see the me has been taken from me and i should go in to find i embrace the darkness i cry to clear my mind in the prison of pain it are my own hands that bind