Goodbye. There are nights where I imagine crashing my car. It’s dark. My headlights are the only thing I see. I suddenly realize how easy it could be to drive off the road, to flip the car and say goodbye. Goodbye. I would have never guessed at the age of six, I’d be gay and depressed. I never knew my wrists would scream the way they do. I never knew the only way I’d get through the day is a handful of pills. Goodbye. I won’t be missed. My soul will spread within the wind and forever be as scattered as I lived.