the sudden shiver of emotions, thoughts, words, pictures, actions
      its all so
overwhelming
I
cant
take
it
!
it's too much for anyone to ever understand
it's too much for me to understand
not even friends understand what it feels like to walk into an unfamiliar room and almost lose your breath as you try to remain calm without screaming and running out in a sudden burst to try and collect the pieces you left sitting outside that doorway
so please, i ask you just to listen
I don't know your sympathy
i just need your compliance