you don't understand
you've
cried
wolf
and been dramatic
so now
everybody ignores you
because
we don't believe you
why would we?

and honestly
you're my best friend
and i am yours
at least that's how
it used to be
now i can't stand
being around you

i still worry about you
trust me
it's true
i'm scared one day
it'll be real

i'm scared to lose you
because
i may not act like it
but you mean so much to me