I love you dow w n to your jagged, dark edges culling smoke and twisting tides your steaming heart that pulses, in my hands as you give it- and the pungent tears when they fall from your eyes I lick up your pain to soothe it smooth its rawness catching velvet ripples of skin I pull a blanket of mahogany wine over your soul lacerations that seep out from the layers within
and in that tender of nightfall's darkest foliage I long to calm your monsters' clawing as they gnaw at you from the inside out
I crave to fill the hollowed-out longing my own hungers writhing in obscene devout
For I am all that is sacred and wild the spark has been lit from my innermost rooms I dance to the drums of the woman as child her mystical ways chanting rhythms in runes
Demons might dance as you gaze in reflection in the mirror of time, of unfiltered space but I adore all your sides, your imperfections discern the divine in the planes of your face You are my galaxy of dark matter bringing out my own looking glass of vantablack in a feral crown of obsidian and onyx as you reach me deep, there's no going back
For when you love me like that, plant your tameless, hot seed it blossoms within me a tightly-wrapped tourniquet for when I bleed and if my guts should spill upon the floor you will remind me, in glowing of pores of who I am and how I am whole a lovelight lit in the storm of my soul I will push down deeper until I feel those roots that connect me to my center to my succulent fruit So slice me open. Pull me apart. Let the juice run down to heal your jagged-edged heart
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iPA18-tENac
This song, which I listened o repeatedly while writing, means something other to me than the meaning of the video.. much more personal. This also can apply: