i love you
so much
i am holding
back tears.
i don't know why
it hurts to love you.
loving you should
be amazing
and beautiful
and so serene.
but instead
it knocks the breath
out of me
and sends me
to my knees,
gasping for breath,
heart wrenching sobs
escaping my mouth,
and you pull me
to your chest,
asking why i cry.
but how can i tell you
it's because i love you?