When you feel like you matter to no one, you become irrational.
People think your crazy because they dont understand the pain you feel.
You see your friends going out, but youre never invited, when you say something you're outta luck

They say "You're overreacting", maybe I should **** it up
It wouldn't be overreacting if they knew how it felt.
But instead Im the crazy friend who needs help.
Im the toxic friend and I need help,  but instead I've damaged those that can't understand what I felt.