You see..
Sometimes in life
You can not get what you want

You get something which could change
Your friends, your family, or even yourself, in a unexpected way

But when i see you
I stand still and that change me, in a good way

It stills haunt me as well
Past that i can't reach
The pressure which made me feel so small
Or inadequate

Dont love me
Because i dont think you will love my darkness
But please dont hate me
Because i dont think i can get through it

I just want you to know
That i love you but i cannot