Love you ...

when you will know ...
when you will realize ...
when you will feel ...
how much i love you ...

how much still from my life ...
to love you with ...
how much still from my nights ...
to dream of you ...
how many years, i have to call ...
to let you hear my calling ...
how many years, i have to yell ...
to let my yelling reach you ...
how many years, i have to cry ...
to let you know, how much is my pain ...
how many years, i have to bleed ...
to let you feel, how deeply i am hurt ...

love you ...
how many ladies ...
should i  love, to forget you ...
how many love's story ...
should i live to forget our story ...
how many character should i be ...
to forget you and my pains ...
and how many times should i die ...
just only to forget you ...

love you ...
i confess ...
that every night walk the roads ...
looking for you ...
and every night, if i sleep ...
i dream of you ...
and every night, watching stars, ...
and thinking of you ...
what more should i say ...
to let you feel how much i love you ...

love you ...
i confess ...
that i still smell you and your smelling,
as a hungry cat ...
and follow any news about you ...
as a war's spy ...
and still remember you ...
with every night ...
as if you are now with me ...
with every new morning ...

love you ...
believe me ...
that i still draw your face on the walls ...
and write your name in my note books ...
still hide your picture under my warm pillow ...
still keeping you as a secret, deeply inside me ...
still keeping you as a beat in my heart ...
still keeping you as a wish in my mind ...
still love you with all my deep heart ...
and never i stop loving you ...
how ever i breathe ...
so, now ...
do you know ...
how much i love you ...


By hazem al ....