How did some people deserve my love when I can't even be reciprocated by half of what I've done?

Unconditional love you say? Abuse I call it. Taken for granted, too comfortable to notice. I know what I deserve, even if you say I just have to read you better, and read between the lines, but why can't you just ******* say what you have to say, and do what you have to ******* do? What are you so afraid and hesitant about?

Stop wasting time, stop prolonging the ******* and make a decision. Stick by it, live by it.

I'm not always expecting for reciprocation, but a little appreciation and acknowledgement surely would help me feel better doing all of these things.

You just can't always be on the receiving end of things, you also have to give. Treat others how you want to be treated. Respect if you want to be respected. It's a system that you're not exempt from. Stop your foolish double standards and hypocrisy.

I tried to understand your logic and see everything in your perspective, but I still can't comprehend. You've turned me into something I hated. You've pushed me away far enough to not see your relevance in my life anymore.