This violent hatred seizing through my body,
completely engulfing my structure.
Devastating destruction ahead,
a reoccurring horror.
Falling fast,
Falling hard.
Monumental moments pass,
feelings of apathy control me.
Torment fills my head,
heart heavy with sorrow.
Tainted entity,
dishonest thoughts.
Pain courses through my veins,
fueling me with agony.
Abstaining from recovery,
for I deserve this discomfort.
The inevitable night grows closer,
the choice still stands.
What will I choose?