Draw me into a poem and paint in all the dents the world has left within me. Feeling your hands on my skin, caressing the inside of my thighs, moving up Has me questioning how the roughness of the world hasn't corrupted such soft hands Your eyes linger on my chest, and it feels like your gaze burns through me, seeing a glimpse of all the ache I feel You run your hands through my hair, and your expression becomes much softer, as if holding a precious gem and being so afraid of scratching or dropping it You whisper in my ear how you want to protect me at all cost and how the world does not deserve me How I'm so pure and unscathed by life's many hardships You promise to wrap your arms around me every night, When we're lying on our crisp, white bed sheets Reminding me how much the world is lucky to have an angel walk among them Yet, I can't help but feel like I put up a front of being something I'm not. I am nothing My heart is stained black. My thoughts are usually clouded If i could describe them as a season, it would be fall, Because they're always causing me to breakdown Into pieces I am soiled with pure hate. The rage fills me and all the love dissolves If the world hasn't worked you into roughness, maybe my soul will I think it would be better for you to leave. But maybe you see the potential of what I can become, Gentle, soft Adoring Something so much more, than I already am My eyes follow yours and we lose ourselves in the moment, putting aside all of our do's and don't's, Forgetting that love never plays fair, And soon, one of us is bound to get hurt.
Felt like I should write something worth imagining but then it sounded like everything else I've ever written so ?!?