My tears christen these sheets as my eyes stain these sleeves. The heart that was once part of me, lies on the frigid floor, beating it's last beat, desperately holding on. Your absence is felt throughout my body, my skin crawls and burns, my muscles ache. All life is being drained from my being, this temple is crashing. The one goddess I worshipped, taken away. The tremors, the pains, the pulsations, everything was happening, everything was ending. Everlasting euphoria that you so graciously gave me, slipping from my mind, being drowned out by this suffocating sadness. I grow weak in the knees, hearing them shatter as they hit the floor. My eyes wide, begging for help, begging for love. I can't go on without you. I glance at my heart, with my last breath I wish myself a goodnight as my heart suddenly stops.