I don't know what it is, but I feel like a stranger here. Like I was part of everything, but now I'm only this. That's what my body keeps trying to convince me of. I don't fear the passing of my coil, I've felt that death is simply a coming home. Ever since I was a little boy. I felt I was unconsciously part of everything.... before this, Before I ate or drank of physical matter, I was all the matter. Then it shattered, and the sliver that is me...forgot. Now those memories only come with sleep, they come and leave tears on my cheek. I believe that's why we sleep, to remind us we are not alone... to remind us we are all one.