I don't know how to forgive you.

It still eats away at me.
I'm trying.
But I can't turn my mind off.

You always throw in my face how I forgave you.
But I never did.
I told you that.
I told you that I would never forgive you.
I will never be able to forget what you did to me.
And I will never forgive you.

So why can't I just let go of you?