I count the clouds in the sky moving ever so slowly up, up and above they are and now the sky is clear and I can see the moon and I can think about how beautifully it shines and how lucky I am to be here It is a bright, warm summer night and I feel alive
I count the raindrops hitting my bedroom window slowly sliding down down into this dark night and the sky is clear and I can see the stars and I can think about how beautiful they are and how barely alive am I It is such a dark, cold sleepless night and I feel nothing