Finding who i am and who i want to be but i guess that isn't who i have to be and what you all want me to be, so maybe i should just stop the searching. Feel like i should start apologizing, for being who i want to be? or for being someone i wasnt? or maybe just being here in the first place? it is all a blur and i need an escape. At last I found the escape I need It wasn't in the form I thought it would be? But now I don't want to apologize I want to be me The me that I need to be The me that you want me to be