The Wife, stubbornly inert, had not yet shut her eyes.
She is practicing the art of stillness in the midst of a bloodbath
3:05 A.M.
soon to be brought about by her own wretched hands. Above the sheets, she grips the mirrored blade she stole from Williams-Sonoma at 12:12 P.M., yesterday.
The husband breathes,
3:15 A.M.
bathed in sick, sick ignorance, but, as the wife knows in all 206 of her bones, not a drop of innocence.
She does not concern herself with the (During: 3: 51 A.M.) ****** itself, even as her weapon slides cleanly between the goal-posts, because she is already four steps past this act,
4:15 A.M.
scrubbing herself down with lye and transferring the stained dish-rags from Wash to Dry.
The Morning After: doesnβt really matter, it is all a performance directed by necessity.
The wife stands at her kiln (what a strange and extravagant wedding gift)
8:00 A.M.
and convinces herself that innocence is a four-letter word, used exclusively by lying men like The Husband-- who speak only in threats and backhanded compliments.
In their fatal blindness, these men lie down in bed-- so very stupidly-- with the targets of their rage, the twisted products of fear and resentment and bone-cold courage.
And The Husband stands tall with his cruelty--
Even at the moment of death (4:00 A.M.) Even in the wake of his own burning flesh (8:01 A.M.).