She lays on her back His lips writing a one way ticket Out of hell, but only for a few minutes She puts on her make up And her big smile For a moment, nothing's wrong. She throws another shot back There'sΒ Β too many to keep track She doesn't want to remember She makes mistake after mistake after mistake Conscious and deliberate Because she's desperate to fix it. She stares at his pictures With tears flooding her eyes She grabs her phone, She has to give him one more try She waits and she wonders How could this be goodbye? She burns his pictures Deletes his number She doesn't want to remember She makes mistake after mistake after mistake Conscious and deliberate Because she's desperate to fix it. She's dangerous, reckless Doing things she knows are wrong She's hurt and she's broken How can he not come around? She gets lost in the ***** And all the guys who abuse Because she's desperate to fix it. She doesn't want to remember She makes mistake after mistake after mistake Conscious and deliberate Because she's desperate to fix it.