In days like these speech flows like air bubbles Of a silent fish that rests on marble countertop Awayting certainty that comes with end Not forest of unanswerable perspectives That cut deeper than veins with judgement
And just like that all history becomes Newspaper never published but Its absence more tangible than real Crumpled folds of fear held the Sullen guts and useless bladder
Alone in cosmic vastness making circles Around the sun not chosen Attracted to the core unfelt Gazing at the stars terrifying with the Insignificance of recurrent aliveness As they kiss each other Every now and then
And movement was soaked in pointlessness Chocking on inspiration escaping with Perspiration and regrets of not being born As a flying thing that poked its face Under the surface and always escaped The mandane shallowness of the salty realm
Last few gulps of insignificance that she never traded For a set of scales that went with a shade of water Or ones that fellows followed with a heart-shaped like The feeling that falters all with a tickling Of ungodlike triviality but a constant pull Of destiny and she thought of start And life that flew through birth and open wounds 'Twas love that made the difference In the end it was love that made All the difference Love given true as a breath from within Love that melted boundaries tenderly from without
Birthdays are great for 3 am thoughts about dying A bit inspired by film Melancholia by Lars Von Trier