the dominant mind of sadness it's 3 am and i still havent had rest thinking about words and actions who and what is really mine and why does it matter so much your anesthetic touch what can i become, who's me an ever lost and tired soul searching all by myself, i need to do something but i'm waiting for the day i have the strenght to release myself the one that's me, be happy but waiting and hoping is bad just like stress of the sensitive and death, in a self destructive brain