You walked in. Shocked of course, What mother wouldn't be? Even a step mother at that.
But still, you left. Closed the door behind you After you shook my hand "My name is Sam" "Nice to meet you."
I wish you had said something. Said you don't allow ****** in your house. Told me to get out and never come back. Forbade him to ever see me again. Screamed at him for bringing me here. But you didn't. You just, left.
Didn't you see?
See the way I jumped across the room The first moment his grip on my arm slacked. How his calloused fingers dug into my wrist. The tears, brimming in my black lined eyes. How my muscles, barely there, strained to pull away. "Don't make me do that don't make me do that don't make me do that."
I just wanted to go home
Didn't you see?
This is a very personal piece to me. I was sexually assaulted by an ex boyfriend about two years ago and recently I have started having nightmares about it again. One nightmare is the first time he assaulted me and his step mother caught "us". This is the telling of that through my eyes.