Its so easy for these feelings to take back over.. I fight them off for a few weeks but they always win.. But I fight and fight again, Just simply to begin..
So I continue the good fight.. All it takes is just a few moments.. To gather myself strong.. To stay away from the wrong..
Just don't get it off your chest.. Keep it to yourself.. If no one truly knows.. Then there is nowhere for it to go..
It can stay with me.. Inside like water.. Taking shape but always pushing.. Against this emotional dam thats leaking..
In the end its me.. Me getting through this.. Me fighting me.. Me making myself see..
Its the other me that doubts me.. Its the me that believes in me.. Constant conflict and compromise.. Emotions in disguise...
Some of the everyday good fights we all go through.. None of which are simple. Don't know why these words came to me. But I liked where they ended..