I function sometimes I function in fear, Feeling, Kneeling, Whisper of a broken Savior, My tired soul labors Along at the speed of Life The species known as me Death eternal, Internal declining, Lightning flashes, Passes to ashes, In a life flashes Love deeply Totally utterly Self aware in a solitary confinement My life is out of alignment, That the seeds were driven From a scattered field of Sun flower, I want to watch my son flower, What is a life but a a lighter shade of black, I want to go back But its a point that half time, I only have half the average, Light embers in a fading dusk Poetical emotion Up without horizons, Stay surviving asleep While im awake, Life turning to faded dreams