They called me monster for what I did Saying that I deserve to rot in hell and burn to crisp My own mother turned her back on me without shedding a single tear And I just stared at her hoping she would understand But...she just shook her head and walked away in shame Never looking back, never viewing me the same For in her eyes her little boy had died Took a bullet right through his brain And truth be told she isn't wrong Her little boy was forever changed