we stood in the pew like a ragged picket fence experience had taught my mother that children were best spaced between adults when expected to be on their best behaviour for the hour plus of a Sunday service
our pew order was Poppa Jack, patriarch and grandfather to us three Paul, middle child born with little patience and excess energy Mum, middle daughter to Jack, sister to Barbara happy toΒ Β sit in relative quiet for the duration of the sermon Chris, the older brother, seriously responsible on Sundays, yet on weekdays, happy to use us as test crash dummies for his pleasure Auntie Barb, the eldest daughter in the one-up generation the soft place to land for the younger clan members and on the end little Jo clanbaby only girl in this generation, dreamer, prone to falling asleep in the warm folds of Auntie Barb's Sunday best as the word of the Lord was expounded
We went to church every Sunday, seriously I got awards for not missing a day of Sunday School...
It is many years gone now and sometimes even my low key faith waivers,yet I still find great comfort in sitting on a hard wooden pew in an empty old stone church... there I find my sense of family and peace, as in my mind I lean into the warm honeysuckle scented folds of my Auntie's Sunday best and hear the peaceful tones of the words of god be expounded....
In truth I probably would say I lean toward Bhuddist teachings....but the sqilence and peace of an empty church draw me back time and again...