Havent been in this for a while
I tried to let my feelings and thoughts locked inside.
Thinking everything would change
Maybe its just me seeing this people and world the wrong way.
Boy, was i wrong?
Today is my birthday an instead of celebrating im inside this room crying in silence
My so call boyfriend was planning to take me out and ended up cancelling.
He told me he would take me here and then changed his thought to another.
Then told me he didmt have money to take me there.
He said if you really want to go why dont you take out money and we'll go there.
Im just sitting here thinking i cant believe he woke me up and told me to get ready for this type of ****.
I wish i could say i had a good birthday with my family and my little baby whose on the way.
I guess my life was meant to be a living hell.