he kisses me
and undos my belt.
unzips my pants and
pulls them down roughly.
“i want you, i want you so bad.”
he whispers with alcohol riding his breath.

i slide my tongue down his jaw
and lick the sides of his neck with my
umber fingers running through his sable hair
and his blue eyes a stormier gray than yesterday.

“lift me up and let me ride
your charm and ride your love.”
i say and would be happy to do this again
tomorrow; just a little too laid back yet a little too rough.

i pray for you every night.