I am trapped by my body Restricted by my skin You told me not to worry In this body I don't fit in I am stuck inside my thoughts It gets worse day by day You told me to call all the shots But I am molded out of clay Enlisted in you army Like I don't even exist You try your best to calm me But I still persist I will not let you trap me I will not enlist One day you will regret the day That you let me do this In my hand there are some pills I sob as I down 20 I lay down on my bathroom floor When I close my eyes it stops