In that the wandering was aimless pain though quite painful was painless in comparison to what had gone before me and after came more pain but by then I was used to the injury that history had bestowed upon me,
gifted though none too bright, taught how and what to write by the Pharisee, was God ever good to me?
A desert came more pain visions in the freezing night,
and in all the wandering, the ******* and squandering of my youthful days, finally to fitfully gaze upon the one
and the stars shone on and the light appeared
what we fear the most is not fear but the fear of fearing
who fears the tearing of their skin when the pustules burst is that not relief you feel?
the postulant turn to a burning cross with a fire in her eyes that cry for the loss of a saviour she knows from the book.