Staying in character playing the charade disparaging inheritor of decisions that were made Sticking to the act keep up the appearance less and less intact searching for coherence As a strong minded exterior veils a war torn landscape within all motives seem ulterior in a game not meant to win Trying to drown demons clawing at the back of my mind between dreaming and seething middle ground is hard to find above the watermark where the fluid seeps through the cracks of this overused shell a little bit of heaven above a vast infinite hell