You, Mr. Right, are my Adult Santa Clause. I look forward to Everything you'll bring me, only to be Hit with crushing disappointment as the Illusion of your existence is Whisked away forever, Leaving a cruel joke in its wake. You exist only as a Dream of what I'll never have. A string of lovers bring Momentary happiness, (Distractions to disguise loneliness) But they're neverlasting. Love exists but not for me.