let her know you’re ruined now that she’s gone
write down every mistake she has ever made
collect all your dignity and pour it elsewhere
always ask whether or not she loves you
feel sorry for yourself every single day
ignore her if she tries to atone to you
pretend you never cared about her
compare her love to being in hell
make sure she feels remorseful
fall in love with someone else
tell her she ruined you again
do not ever apologize for it
use her words against her
make yourself indignant
let yourself lose touch
fill others with hate
ignore her entirely
she ruined you
**** her over
lose control
neglect it
be cold
leave
go