i miss the feeling of being stuck on someone on something on anyone on anything.
i miss the ability of feeling love hate anything that isn't emptiness.
i wonder, how can i feel so trapped here in this empty space
i wonder, how can i be trapped in nothingness
04222017 i've been awake for 8 hours now and i haven't done any of my plans (which included studying and starting a paper). I haven't watched movies, nor napped. I haven't done anything at all besides scroll through social media and oh my god i pity myself. i just feel so unmotivated and distracted today.