You know who you are Bruised Peaches Those hit, hidden Shamed Belittled and bitten By the very people we loved most Mocked For staying with the bearers of our Bruises We warrior spouses Some of the peaches are lucky we rolled from the pain baskets Others have to stay for seedlings This particular peach After years of bruises Nearly got squished between the fingers of a bruise bearer And I'm bitter mush But I'm still whole And all the while He whispered, I love you, I love you little peach He gave me a seedling She grew and with her My knowledge grew It took the kingsmens axe To cut me from that dead tree But thank God This peach, is free ~A
It's the hardest thing in the world to leave an abusive relationship. We're often made to believe it's our own fault. Even after one leaves, the lawyers, judges, counselors even, make you feel "less than". I rarely write of my awful marriage. Even today I'm ashamed. And I know that it wasn't anything I did but that fact escapes me sometimes. My love to you all. Especially the Peaches.