Apr 2017
Staying in the situation wasn't possible.
I had to get out from his sight.
I had to leave.
I had no choice, not that I would of wanted to stay.
But, I sit and wonder what would of happened if I had.
If I stayed in the situation with him.
If's consume my mind.
It's hard to let go, of the past.
Because they were my life.
In a way they still are because I find myself consumed with thinking about them.
All those memories.
They were all fake.
They never cared.
But a part of me says it wasn't fake.
A war is happening inside of my head.
Who will win?
I had to get out from his sight.
I had to leave.
I had no choice, not that I would of wanted to stay.
But, I sit and wonder what would of happened if I had.
If I stayed in the situation with him.
If's consume my mind.
It's hard to let go, of the past.
Because they were my life.
In a way they still are because I find myself consumed with thinking about them.
All those memories.
They were all fake.
They never cared.
But a part of me says it wasn't fake.
A war is happening inside of my head.
Who will win?
Ok, so..
I know that you may not understand this.
Something happened a while ago, I don't really want to get into details.
But, something happened and some of my family didn't believe me.
So, I wanted to write about it.
Because this is the way I let things out.
Someday, I hope to let it go completely.
But I think it will be with me forever.
I know that you may not understand this.
Something happened a while ago, I don't really want to get into details.
But, something happened and some of my family didn't believe me.
So, I wanted to write about it.
Because this is the way I let things out.
Someday, I hope to let it go completely.
But I think it will be with me forever.
