You said I reminded you of music. I know music is one of your favourite things. The pressure. You'd wake me with kisses & caress my skin. But what happens when your fingertips come across my imperfections. The shame. You say I'm more than you could ever ask for. But what happens when I tell you there is more. The guilt. You have your addictions, like we are with tarring our lungs. What if you found that I do it because it slowly kills me. The irony.