Apr 2017
Am I mute?
I am lost for words
without the ability
to utter why.
I am feeling empty.
Am I deaf?
I am struggling
to find my inner peace,
that my ears hurt
from the silence.
Am I blind?
My eyes are wet
from crying.
My emotions are the reason
why I am drowning.
Am I crippled?
I tried to raise my hand
but it trembles.
I desperately need some help
Am I dead?
My chest heaves
and my lungs burn.
I struggled to find
some air.
*It is hard for me
to breathe anymore.
I am lost for words
without the ability
to utter why.
I am feeling empty.
Am I deaf?
I am struggling
to find my inner peace,
that my ears hurt
from the silence.
Am I blind?
My eyes are wet
from crying.
My emotions are the reason
why I am drowning.
Am I crippled?
I tried to raise my hand
but it trembles.
I desperately need some help
Am I dead?
My chest heaves
and my lungs burn.
I struggled to find
some air.
*It is hard for me
to breathe anymore.
what anxiety and panic attack feels like
