How callously this day has come and gone, Though hoped for, no gifts did it bring to me; The sun reluctantly announced the dawn, Not one bird could I find to sing to me
No matter the path, I walked it in vain, No one offered a kind word nor a smile, A cheerful spirit was hard to maintain And became burdensome after a while
Strolling my garden I sought solace there, While gathering roses, thorns pricked my finger, Hopelessness and woe hung thick in the air, With dusk at hand, I chose not to linger
O, the searing pain of being alone, Doubting, while yet hoping love might find me; But this day failed me and can not atone For all these hopeless longings that bind me
I shall not forget nor forgive this day, Such neglect saddens and tortures my night, And this chaplet of misery shall lay Upon my heart like a perilous blight
Contemplating Love's banquet of delights, I greet each morn with new hope in my heart; But a thousand days and as many nights Saw my dreams perish and watched Hope depart
Too long my lonely laments have been sung, Do I demand too much when I implore Love's blessing before my death knell is rung? (This granted, I would ask for nothing more)
"Tomorrow Love will come - be not concerned" Hope softly sighs. But my senses are numb. And yet, as the page from Life's book is turned, Once again to Hope's deceit I succumb