I am the soiled dove Often used never loved beginning from a tender age I'd nothing else by which to gage the aim and purpose of all the flatter Love I thought was the heart of the matter convinced myself heaven above forgave this emotional love let him control my life thought I would be his wife At a hundred parties, we'd attend He loaned me out to all his friends He told me this was proof that I loved him Finally, I realized this life so grim I used my body to gain love it came like a bolt from above I was just an object treated with gross disrespect ****'m and the horse he rode in on I'm taking back my pudendum self-respect and declaring me myself putting your love and ******* on a shelf I'll **** you if you ever touch me again