I always get myself into this mess I always let him tell me I'm smart, I'm pretty I always let him tell me I have a nice smile, I'm amazing I always let him tell me I have a great personality And that he loves me for all the right reasons And that I'm way to good for him And I believe him I believe every word that comes out of his mouth Thinking he will catch me When I hopelessly fall in love with him But alas, that will never be my reality He will never catch me Instead he will message other girls while we go out for dinner He'll comment on their instagrams while I'm sitting right beside him And of course he will sext them, because what I have to offer will never be good enough But for some ******* reason I still can't stay away And I get myself into this mess Because for I am a hopeless lover and dreamer And the will be the death of me