It's something in the finite way The dreariness of where you thought we once stood But I always had my own shield on my back Prepared for my own flight.
It's something in the way that you talk about yourself And the way it influenced me To the point of close humiliation In the verbiage of representation A heeded warning from a dear old friend That shook me to the bone But what you couldn't see Is that you negatively influenced me.
It's the wonderment of the moments Where our companionship made us feel less alone Only for me to lock myself away in the cocoon of my room For little For a lot.
It was the newness, the beginning Of trying everything on and finding That perhaps you aren't my type of tea And those that choose to stand next to me Will never see or appreciate it clearly So I digress in what I experienced And saw and felt Sweet or bitter As if it was a lost letter Forgotten and taken by a monsoon.
It's always been about you And your face My movements only matter If they include you And thats where I draw the line A million times Because it was never, ever About hidden egos And the crumbs you sought Even after they were crumbs Because you cannot hold onto Your own heart And head.