it's been a tough day
all i want is to go to sleep
but i can't 'cause i'm worried
and it is so hard to breathe

wish I had a wish
to make all of this better
ignorance isn't bliss
when you have a shelter

nothing false in admitting
that yeah, you were wrong
now i'm here just sitting
in a home i don't belong

looking through the window
as those dark clouds eat the sky
soon there'll be grey and gloom
it will last till the blues die

i'm in pain that i never feel
today even beauty tastes dust
feels like scars will never heal
as clock rusts and combust

it's so easy to remember
how hard it is to say a good-bye
i'd leave it all for a december
up in the mountains with my lies

the time isn't kind
even for those who don't believe
nor is any friend of mine
we have... nothing to speak

just here in one place
for all days and all lies
there's nothing on my face
no smile, no life

my heart has wept empty
afraid of every approaching dawn
my bones shiver in horror
of the countless restless storms

but there's this thing in my head
which says it will all be alright
and i spend the nights dreaming
my eyes open up wide..

forgetting what is gone.