Never felt I was a sad soul, though I carry sadness Nor do I feel like an anxious man, though I tremble So why should I concede to the weight of my madness? When my thought process is that of circular ensembles; Simply just not comprehensible in my feeble mind If I feel heavy today does that does that make me fat? When in carrying another's weight you could see me kind Feeling out of place today, could this not be my habitat? When feeling is one thing and being is another Returning to my former self will be my endeavour And I see no other reason or purpose to wonder Otherwise I'm wasted, an empty vessel foreverΒ Β Just a sad slave to the hysteria trying to find a place Just another lost soul, an exterior that can't be caged