I'm so tired
With this struggle
Trying to erase
The image of your face
Yet the portrait
Seems to be permanent
Stuck inside my head
And your name
Still carved inside my heart
Not a single letter been missing
Preserved unwillingly
With the pain I hide
And I'm restless
For your your voice
Still haunts me in my sleep
Awaken my longing
To miss you more
How I wish
For you to go away
But though you were still with me
You were never meant to stay
So please leave
For this torture is too much to take
This agony has taken away my strength
Not a single memory I want to keep
For I was just living in illusion
Craving for the sweetest fantasy

-Mary Elizabeth Graham