in the semi-drowsy state of normal drunkenness I sat and understood for once why asphalt is black but grey in the sun why shadows don't cast any and green is many shades of grass tree envy colored on spectrums widely various the canvas comes white already blank and perfect it is our duty as artists I suspect to bespoil and smirch her virginity color her with the yellow of jealousy the red of our blood bled onto the grey of uncertainty a blue sky someday