I curled myself up in a shell
I tossed and turn hitting my bed
I open eyes that was swimming in tears...wishing I could take back my years

I was curled up beside a familiar face
So estrange
I locked gaze with him every now and again...

You abused my heart and almost take my soul... No, I don't know you
It felt so right but I knew it was wrong because we never belonged

Who is this man that I thought I knew, who is this man I wanted my forever with?

So many lies, so many betrayal... I stood for a while because I didn't know what to do... I just knew, that I don't know you.

When you hurt so many times, cried so many nights... Surviving by the thought of you being next to me, right by my side.

I saw you, tasted you, felt you... All at once, in my dreams.

S.B