She nails me
to her cross
and
I die
every time.

At ease with this
and
once more the
silver kiss
to nail me again.

Judas eludes me
as
we race through
Gethsemane
but he's lost to
my sight
and tonight
she
nails me again.


If I cry with the pain
when I die yet again
I want you to know
I love it.